What I feel.

05-12-2009 I'm 53 and got my first attack when I was 49. I begin to feel that something is wrong, and something is going to happen. Then it happens, I feel a terrible pain in my chest, my heart begins to pound to a beat that I can feel in my chest and I begin to think it's some kind of heart attack but my arm doe's not feel num nor do my lip, I do not break out in a sweet but there has been a time or two that I did. The big hit is towards the end when I feel a big rush go through my entire body that feels like a big blood rush, when I get the attack at work I tell my coworkers in case we need to call 911. They soon tell me that I've lost my color and turn a pail white and blue. After the big rush a few minutes go by and I begin to get my color back. There after I get an anxiety attack, and talk about what just happen to my coworkers or who ever is with me at the time to take my mind off what just happen to me and help me get over the whole ordeal? It‘s quite a terrible felling you go though; you fell your dyeing and can't do a thing about it. It scares you to where you almost thing about it all the time wondering when it going to happen again and will you survive?