Sorry I have been away. I met with my counsler again. It was nice and we had a good chat about stuff and made a list of things I need to do each day and wrote me a schedule I know I will need to change it up a bit but other than that its good.
My husband took 2 days off of work to help me with the house but one full day he took working on the bills so we only got a few rooms done.
So now I am back to working on everything alone again and next week he starts his graveyards all again! He was on the day shift for a few months to help out the documents department! I am so sad he has to go back to the night shift but he is putting in the the day shift in his area. Hope he can get it!
Anyway we are still alive and kicking and I just hope I don't go back into my depression but other than that lifes good!
Thanks for all your love and supprort everyone!
Melissa
It is good to see you post again. I have been wondering how you are doing and am so glad to hear that things are going better. You sound in much better spirits than your previous post.
Keep up the great work!
Eileen
Yes I was having a very bad day that day! I even had to get away from my husband for a few days. I did sleep over at my parents house one night and the night before I slept on the couch! My husband has not really said much to me in the way of what making me feel like crap! He has been being really nice to me so I am not feeling like I am a peice of crap!
He is going back to his graveyard shift and I will more than likely hit my bad depression again like I did after we had our second child. I wish he could stay on the day shift but things don't always go the way we want the does it!?
I hope to be a happier person someday!
This ADHD and depression is not going to get the better of me! I am fighting for all I have even if I am only hanging on by a thred at least I am hanging on!!!! I need to conquer all! Right? My house is not going to win! HEHE! Let's see if I can keep up this spirit tomorrow and tackle it!