MED ADVICE

HI, I HAVE LIVED WITH ADHD MY WHOLE LIFE. I KEEPED GETTING DEPRESSED, BECAUSE I COULDN'T KEEP UP WITH EVERYTHING. WE HAVE RAISED 6 CHILDREN, AND OUR YOUNGEST HAS C.P.I HAVE BEEN ON EVERY ANTI-DEPRESSENT ON THE MARKET. I HAD TROUBLE SLEEPING, MY MIND KEPT RACING.I AM ON 3 CYMBALTA A DAY,ONE ADDERAL AND TRAZODONE TO SLEEP. I AM GOING TO MY DOCTOR TOMOROW. I HAVE NO SEX DRIVE,AND I CANNOT GET THE HAPPY FEELING. I WANT TO BE HAPPY BUT CANNOT EXPRESS IT, THE SAME WITH SEX. THE ADDERAL HAS HELPED ME ALOT IN BEING ORGANIZED, BUT I REALLY HAVE TO FIGHT WITH MYSELF TO GET OUT OF THE CHAIR AND GET GOING. ONE DAY I TOOK TWO ADDERAL, AND IT REALLY HELPED ME I FELT NORMAL AGAIN. I THINK I AM JUST ADHD. I THINK IF HE TAKES ME OFF THE ANTI-DEPRESSENT MEDS, AND JUST UPS MY ADDERAL,I WILL FEEL NORMAL AGAIN. HAS ANYONE OUT THEIR FELT THIS WHY? AND WHAT DID YOU DO?