What's really going on?????

I dont quite get what this share post thing is about.  I came across this website, thought it might be interesting.  I am diagnosed with bipolar type 1, adult adhd, anxiety disorder, PTSD, substance abuse. So I am pretty much a disaster.  I have been recieving ECT (electroconvulsive therapy) for over a year. I have a very interesting and scary  past.  I always knew something about me was different.  But I was just told I was lazy, stupid, aloof, etc..... Nobody understood that I had severe issues with stuff. My entire family has abandoned me, i have lost my career, custody of my son, and all of my self-esteem. I have no confidence.  I have had severe and suicidal episodes of depression. I dont like people in general, and I dont like to leave my home unless I have to.

Does anyone else feel like this?  The ECT and meds have helped, but its going slowly, and I seem to backslide often.  Somehow I have a wonderful man in my life who is very patient and kind, but I dont know what he sees in me.  He is the only one who hasnt been abusive, and I dont think I deserve him. Somebody out there has to be able to relate???? Where are you?  I really need to know if I am alone in this world or if there are others with as many issues?