I saw my counselor yesterday and I spoke to her about how she made me feel. She admitted hat she might have been a little hard on me and apologized. I had already spoken to her about it once over the phone but I didn't feel that she really understood what I was saying and that I had said everything I wanted to say. This time after speaking to her I did. Every week I turn in a symptom management logs to her so she can get an idea of how I have been doing. When I handed them into her she looked at them and was really impressed by what a quick turn aound there had been. We talked a little bit about what could be contributing to my feeling better. It seemed that we had run out of things to talk about rather quickly. She told me that she wasn't going to make me do the schedule if I didn't want to but she would suggest that I continue doing it if it is working.  I was much happier with the way this session went.  Thanks for all of your support and advice.

~Alice