SATURDAY AUGUST 30th 2008,
HI EVERYONE, HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE BEEN DOING GOOD, WE HAVE BEEN DOING OKAY OURSELVES HERE LATELY. WELL I'VE HAD A BETTER LAST COUPLE OF WKS. SINCE THE LAST TIME I DID A SHAREPOST, I'M NOT SO STRESSED OUT AS I WAS 2 WKS. AGO. WELL REMEMBER HOW I SAID THAT BRIAN (THE PSYCHOLOGIST)
TOLD ME TO GO TO WORK, CASH MY PAYCHECK & THEN GO HOME & HAVE A STRESS FREE & RELAXING WK-END, WELL MY WK-END 2 WKS. AGO (THE WK-END OF AUG. 15TH) WAS ANYTHING BUT STRESS FREE & RELAXING. WELL IT STARTED OUT W/MY ONE FRIEND THAT I HAD BEEN HANGING OUT WITH, GOT ARRESTED ON A PROBATION HOLD FOR CONNING ONE OF HER OTHER FRIENDS TO TAKE OUT A TITLE LOAN ON HER TRUCK FOR $5,000 & THAT LADY CALLED HER PROB. OFFICER & TOLD HER, SO THAT'S WHAT WE THINK SHE GOT ARRESTED FOR. WELL HER PROB. OFFICER THE FOLLOWING WEEK DECIDED TO REVOKE HER & GAVE HER ANOTHER YEAR ON PAPERS, SO NOW SHE WILL BE ON PROBATION FOR ANOTHER 2 YEARS AND SHE'LL MOST LIKELY HAVE TO SIT IN EITHER THE CTY. JAIL, PRISON, OR A BOOT CAMP. SHE DOESN'T WHICH ONE SHE'LL GET YET, CAUSE HER PROB. OFFICER HAS UP TO 45 DAYS TO MAKE HER DECISION ON WHICH ONE SHE'LL GET. THEN ON SUNDAY EVENING THE ONE FRIENDS OF MINE & MY BROTHERS HER FIANCE' & I DECIDED TO GET INTO A YELLING AND SCREAMING MATCH LIKE A COUPLE OF TEENAGE KIDS WOULD DO. SO THEN THE WHOLE FOLLOWING NXT WK. NONE OF US SAID A WORD 2 EACH OTHER, THEN LAST SATURDAY AFTERNOON (THE 25TH WE ALL DECIDED TO MAKE UP. EVEN MY BROTHER DID SURPRISE SURPRISE!!) AND STOP ALL OF OUR CHILDISH NONSENSE THAT WAS GOING ON. ON MONDAY THE 18TH I HAD CALLED BRIAN AFTER I GOT OFF WRK. & LEFT HIM A MESSAGE SAYING THAT MY WK-END WAS ANYTHING BUT RELAXING & STRESS FREE, HE NEVER CALLED ME BACK TO ASK WHY, CAUSE MY SON HAD AN APPT. THAT WAS COMING UP W/HIM ON THIS PAST WEDNESDAY THE 28TH & I KNEW THAT HIM & I WOULD BRIEFLY DISCUSS FOR BOUT THE FIRST 10 MINUTES OF MY SON'S APPT. WHICH WE DID & I ALSO TOLD HIM THAT ON THE FOLLOWING SATURDAY AFTER I CALLED HIM 2 LET HIM KNOW HOW THE WK-END WENT AFTER OUR ONE ON ONE SESSION THAT WE ALL MADE UP & DECIDED TO END ALL THE CHILDISH NONSENSE, HE SAID THAT WAS GOOD. I HAVE A ONE ON ONE W/HIM ON WEDNESDAY SEPT. 10TH, SO I'M SURE WILL BE DISCUSSING IT THEN. I DID END UP GETTING STRESS FREE THOUGH THE FOLLOWING WK AFTER MY ONE ON ONE W/BRIAN, CAUSE MAYBE MY FRIEND WAS IN JAIL & I WAS ABLE TO GET MORE SLEEP & PLUS NONE OF US WHERE TALKING W/EACH OTHER. OUR 2 BOYS THAT WE HAVE (SHE HAS 1 SON & I HAVE 1 SON & THEY ARE GOOD FRIENDS, THEY WHERE THE ONLY 2 THAT WERE TALKING W/EACH OTHER). THEY JUST LETS US ADULTS DO OUR THING THAT WK. & NEITHER ONE OF THEM SAID ANYTHING TO US BOUT THE WAY WE WERE ALL ACTING & HOW WE SHOULD ACT LIKE ADULTS INSTEAD OF TEENAGERS, THEY JUST STAYED OUT OF IT WHICH WAS GOOD FOR THEM. BUT WE ARE ALL TALKING NOW SO I ALSO TOLD THAT TO BRIAN AS WELL, WHEN MY SON HAD HIS ONE ON ONE W/BRIAN THIS PAST WEDNESDAY ON THE 27TH. I HAVE A ? IF ANY ONE CAN TELL ME IF THIS HAS EVER HAPPENED TO THEM B4 WHILE THEY ARE/WERE ON A MED FOR THEIR ADD, THIS PAST WEDNESDAY THE 27TH I WAS SO DEAD TIRED STILL FROM WHEN MY FRIEND & I WERE STAYING UP LATE & HANGING OUT (ALSO FROM ME STAYING UP LATE TO WATCH THE OLYMPICS & MICHAEL PHELPS) & THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I HAD THIS BURST OF XTRA ENERGY (IT FELT THOUGH AS IF I WAS ON SOME SORT OF A NATURAL HIGH INSTEAD OF ENERGY) AFTER I ATE LUNCH @ WRK. (BROUGHT TO WRK. FROM THE LEFTOVERS THE NIGHT B4 FROM THE SUPPER WE HAD) I ALL OF A SUDDEN FOR THE REST OF THE DAY, I WAS WIDE AWAKE & FELT LIKE I WAS ON SOME SORT OF NATURAL HIGH (I EVEN FELT THAT WAY WHEN WE GOT UP 2 MY SON'S APPT. W/BRIAN). I DON'T KNOW IF BRIAN COULD TELL IT OR NOT, BUT THE NATURAL HIGH FELLING FELL TO A REALLY LOW & I FELT EXTREMELY TIRED AGAIN YESTERDAY AFTERNOON AROUND 130-2PM & I HAVE BEEN FEELING THAT WAY EVER SINCE. I WAS WONDERING IF THAT'S NORMAL AT ALL TO FEEL LIKE THAT, CAUSE EVER SINCE I STARTED TAKING THE WELLBUTRIN BACK IN AUG. OF '07 I'VE NEVER FELT THAT WAY B4, PLZ LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK ON THAT MATTER. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD TELL BRIAN BOUT IT AT OUR ONE ON ONE IF HE DOESN'T MENTION IT OR SHOULD I JUST LET IT GO & NOT SAY ANYTHING TO HIM BOUT IT. MY ONE FRIEND WHO LIVES NXT. DOOR TO ME W/HER MOM SAID THAT I SHOULD TELL HIM IF HE DOESN'T MENTION IT, CAUSE HE MAY SUGGEST THAT I SEE THE PSYCHIATRIST ON A ONE ON ONE VISIT W/OUT MY SON TO SEE IF I MIGHT NEED A MEDS CHANGE OR ANOTHER ONE ADDED (WHICH I DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE ON THE XTRA DOSE THAT I TAKE NOW, THE XTRA 150mg's OF WELLBUTRIN, I TAKE A 300mg TABLET & A 150mg TABLET EVERY DAY FOR A TOTAL OF 450mg's OF WELLBUTRIN). WELL FOR THE KIDS WHERE I LIVE AT ARE ALL EXCITED CAUSE THEY AREN'T GOING TO HAVE TO BE SO BORED ANYMORE DURING THE WEEK CAUSE THEY ALL GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON TUES. THE DAY AFTER LABOR DAY, I KNOW MY SON'S EXCITED TO BE GOING BACK TO SCHOOL (HE'S ALWAYS SO BORED THE WEEK RIGHT B4 THEY ALL GO BACK TO SCHOOL). WELL I HOPE ALL OF YOU HAD A GOOD & SAFE LABOR DAY WK-END, I DID CAUSE I WAS AT MY FRIEND TINA'S HOUSE DOING RESPITE CARE FOR HER ALL WK-END FROM FRIDAY EVENING WHEN I GET OFF WRK TIL MONDAY AFTERNOON (SHE HAS BEEN PICKING ME UP WHEN I GET OFF WRK. ON FRIDAYS OF THE WK-ENDS SHE NEEDED ME THIS SUMEMR) AS I DO EVERY YEAR ON MEMORIAL & LABOR DAY WK-ENDS CAUSE HER & HER FAMILY ALL GO CAMPING BOTH OF THOSE WK-ENDS EVERY SUMMER. WELL I MIGHT LEAVE ANOTHER SHAREPOST SOMETIME THIS WK OR NXT WEEKEND SO TIL THEN EVERY ONE HAVE A GOOD WK & I LEAVE ONE BY NXT. WK-END FOR SURE. TAKE CARE EVERYONE, HEATHER & KALEB
