Sorry for recent absence(just a notice)

By Kaori Sunday, July 20, 2008

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I write this just as a excuse of my absence,life(mine..)will goes on.

2 -3weeks ago,I got txtt message from my mother.She got a surgery of breast cancer,which was 2nd time,and She told by doctor,

as she can live only 1 year with all chemo or like that.

We spend hard time since I was born.She didn't know what was wrong with me and "do the same thing" is Japanese priority.I always scared when I back from school, so I stayed liblary when I was in 1st grade,spend reading till the time 6th grade have to go home.(5PM)

and I know nothing but I was bad child.I thought that's the reason she beat me.

This was long ago's story but still we have difficulty,but we have no time.

I've read ADHD sympton goes bad when I am under too much stress,and I feel like that.

So I should be strong,need to make a tactics.

Another trying will begin

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Eileen Bailey, Health Guide

7/21/08 2:09pm

Kaori

I am so sorry to hear about your mother. Maybe you can take this time to find a way to come together with your mother. Is there something that both of you find enjoyment in, no matter how small it may be, maybe that would be a place to start. Resolving your differences may be easier if you can find something in common. You may feel better in the long run if you are able to resolve your differences now.

I wish you and your mother the best, please keep us posted.

Eileen

Kaori

7/24/08 11:17pm

Eileen,Thank you for my mother.

I tried to ask her "What I felt then and you?".type question.for years.

Finally,She said it is so stressful to hear my"real felling",(and I wanted to know her one)

and just hung up.

Her answer would be,"just forget".But I cannot forget.

But her time will soon up,and stress is not good for her,(and me).everybody lose their parent(except people passed so young age).

I cannot make our ending as happy end,only make as a decade's end.

I try to good to her,but I wonder I feel sad when the time come.

(I am sorry,but my family was so abusive)

Kaori

7/24/08 11:22pm

"We understand that we can't understand each other".

I felt me and mother reached this answer.

Sorry for recent absence(just a notice)

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