Sorry for recent absence(just a notice)

I write this just as a excuse of my absence,life(mine..)will goes on.

2 -3weeks ago,I got txtt message from my mother.She got a surgery of breast cancer,which was 2nd time,and She told by doctor,

as she can live only 1 year with all chemo or like that.

We spend hard time since I was born.She didn't know what was wrong with me and "do the same thing" is Japanese priority.I always scared when I back from school, so I stayed liblary when I was in 1st grade,spend reading till the time 6th grade have to go home.(5PM)

and I know nothing but I was bad child.I thought that's the reason she beat me.

This was long ago's story but still we have difficulty,but we have no time.

I've read ADHD sympton goes bad when I am under too much stress,and I feel like that.

So I should be strong,need to make a tactics.