Monday, August 11, 2008
Just let me light about words,will be short.
Baby cries,they can very little thing so crying "make me comfort".or things need to live.
Childs cry,yell,be noisy,(like I did)and tell parents ,"my flowers!flowers!"or
"I wanted my picture more bright color!".
I wonder
I am crying like a kid,abstruct,non-life threating.
But in most famly they answer easy-to-understand crying,not a kid's sound-stupid desparate crying.
But at least Kids want to somethiong and did it,and faild.so they need help but they don't know how to express their dispair.
I still feel I am a kid no one want to understand,but the kid tried to do something.I know they did something.
Kaori
I am sorry that you are still feeling so bad. I wish there was more that I could do or that you could find someone that could provide you with treatment in your country. Have you ever been treated for depression?
Eileen
I've treated as depression since I was 19 years old,and before that when I was in highschool,I thought something wrong and seeking professional help,but my parents prohibit it.So,I could find doctor after I went University and away from hometown.(my niece might have ADD,but my mother still don't let her see professinal..)
Apparentry,my depression is result of low self esteem.I tried hard for everything,My University is known(and I love)one,I'm intelligent as same as some type people who have ADD,But I have never praised by parents in my life.(To say myself inteligent is very hard thing in Japan)
But now I rarely have these feeling,after I was found as ADHD.Even sometime hard life gives me these feering.I'ts much better than before :)