is it add behavior or is he not a nice person who also has add ?

you gave me my laugh for the day...thank you so much !

eileen,

thank you for your input...oddly enough i've recently been seeing a therapist who specializes in emotional abuse : )

i can't tell you how relieved i am to finally have answers regarding the behavior. years ago before we knew about the add we went to a marriage counselor.  he told me then

' there's a fine line between being understanding and being a doormat and you don't know where the line is '.

until now i didn't know where the line was with add and being a jerk ...lol.  thanks for painting it in

linda i wish you had filled out a profile because you are writing as if you think you know me..first of all i did not " allow " my husband to be verbally abusive...i was quite clear on what was inappropriate. had he spoken to us that way everday it would be a different story. perhaps you missed the portion of my post that said dr.jeckyll / mr hyde.  the entire point of the post was to find out whether this hot /cold nonsense was part of add or something else. some have suggested it may be bi-polar.  if it was from true mental illness or disorder then you treat someone the way you would with any illness, you'd try to get them the help they needed.

additionally what i find quite curious about your post is the phase "chasing after him again "....i didn't mention that at all....so it would seem to me that you are familiar with my husband...perhaps a relative of his ? who has inadvertantly slipped  with that chasing phrase and revealed yourself by repeating his lies lol.  it would be appropriate if that were the case because whenever he leaves his family pretends i don't exist ...but of course after the separation is over they give me the ' judas kiss ' and say " oh ,its good to see you "  lol.

rest assured my biggest fault is forgiving easily...and wanting to believe the best about those i love as well as feeling a responsibility to help my husband if he does have a legitimate mental illness.  no one else has looked out for him his entire life.  in fact somewhere on this site under " after the spotlight " or something is a post from my husband under the name " Dom " , ( of course lol part of his bondage persona ).

its sad to read.  although i have less sympathy since yesterday when we disagreed over money priorities ( he said he won't pay towards my daughters teeth unless her car is done first  )  when i told him i disagreed , he told me i make him so angry he'd like to slit my throat.    my boss wanted me to call the police. 

 the sad truth is no one else has ever told him he needs help. i've reached out numerous times and everyone in his family says " oh, its not our place " which is a nice cop out for " we don't care "... so he'll keep blaming me and his families silence tells him he's right... and he'll wind up alone or in jail and without even his daughters love...which is very sad no matter how much of a jerk he is.

You forgot to mention the 15 call and text messages I get at work every day harrassing me until I explode.  You Didnt mention how You love to push my buttons and taught your children how to push them.  I love how you read into everything..  you never read the the story, you read between the lines and make up nonsese to fit your needs.  

and i've told you i'm perfectly happy to go to voicemail and leave 1 msg and you can call back to give me an answer...or to text back and say ' i'll get back to you at 12 '. but instead you answer the phone , scream that you can't talk and hang up...i never get to say why i was calling....and the truth is, whether we're together or apart you've said ' we'll talk about it later ' and you never do.   thats why when i give up and finally make the decision myself you get to cry to everyone how i'm controlling and never include you in the process.

and be truthful please. you've done your share of texting and leaving messages to rant at me about how bad your life is, how you're dying, how you're tired...you think you have cancer...your teeth hurt...you're broke.  texts and voice mails  i don't respond to because i know you want an excuse to yell at me...you can go to the people who REALLY love you for sympathy...you know, your REAL family.  by the way, those darlings didn't send a " thanks for the update " to me for my email about your daughter...nor did they send anything to your daughter with a " way to go ! " or anything positive.   but of course, as you've said before, it was my fault because i shouldn't have sent it lol.  please give them all ' judas kisses ' for me will you ?  and don't plan on your daughter showing up at anymore family events because she's had it with them too. but it's ok, you can just tell them again how i've poisoned her and kept her from them...it certainly wouldn't be because they insult / ignore her because that would mean it was THEIR / YOUR fault and that isn't possible.   oh, and if you plan on keeping this public let me know. there are many comments you've posted around i'd be happy to set straight as well...plus maybe k would like to know what you really think of his wife :)

you mentioned text and such but you didn't say anything about the 17 yrs. of profiles, leaving, porn obsession, bondage , blowing me off when i tried to discuss our sex life or your rude / weird response to my christmas gift. if you'd like to defend yourself publically perhaps you could answer ALL of those issues because they are much more interesting and important than text messages.