no ur not a freak, you are just unique & different.  i am a 31 yr old single mom w/a 10 year son who has adhd & odd (oppositional defiant disorder).  he had to transfer to a new school in may of 2008 & when he would have a behavioral outburst the kids would look @ him differently cause they wheren't used to seeing a child act like that.  the kids @ the other school didn't really pay any attention to him cause they all started school w/him when they all where in 4 yr old kindergarten & now they all are in 4th grade this school year that we are in at this time.  the kids at his old school just ignored him & didn't pay attention to him cause they where used to him, but the kids @ the new school would just stare @ him cause he was different than what they where.  but now that he's in school w/them this year they are more used to his outburst & they don't stare @ him anymore they just ignore hm & pay no attention to him & they go on w/their school work.  he has made a few good friends @ this new school & they are learning more about him everyday, but he does have his bad days but most of them are good days thank god.  so just remember that god created every different & unique n their own way so don't think that ur a freak just cause someone/somebody thinks that u are a freak, just remember on the inside & outside we are all the same as everyone else.  well i hope that this gives u some insight on that u are not a freak & that u are just ur own person & no one can change that , if everybody was the same then the world would be no fun & no one would want to do anything so go out, have fun w/the friends u do have & cherish & forget about the ones that think ur a freak cause they're the ones who are the freaks cause they don't like people who are a little different & unique from them.  take care & enjoy the day & have fun w/the friends that u do have that don't care that ur a unique individual, heather and son kaleb.  my name on this website is Heather and Kaleb.   

You are a gift.  Period.

You see the world in ways most of us cannot see the world -- that spark of creativity, sometimes zany connections, will take you in exciting directions and allow you to make unique impact in your communities and world around you.

It is SO hard for kids to understand people who are different.  If you're not the same as others you are a "freak" or a "loser."  But that is truly THEIR own limitation.  And nothing could be further from the truth.  And as they get older, they will see or at least watch how folks like you make such impact.  Look at the greatest artists, entrepreneurs etc.  I suspect 80% of them have ADD or ADHD! 

NONE of this makes this a lot easier day to day for a kid.  I would urge you to talk very openly about how you feel -- your folks, a teacher you trust -- because sometimes we just need to know there is someone out there we can reach.  Sometimes for concrete advice.  Sometimes for help (especially if you feel you're getting bullied -- you should NOT be shy to report that).  And sometimes just to have someone listen.

And focus so much time on things you love and do interestingly -- in school, out of school, find a few other kids who have their own drummers.  And create!

Look at this photo -- outsiders, losers all.  Some I think had ADD or ADHD.  They were all very unpopular in school

Here's the link if the photo below doesn't work: 

http://newsimg.bbc.co.uk/media/images/41774000/jpg/_41774012_02_group_ap416.jpg

BTW, these "losers" created Microsoft...  

  I was so saddened by your question, that I had to respond!!!  I am the mom of a 14 year old boy who was diagnosed ADHD 5 years ago.  Yes, his behavior can be different then many, but he is not a freak and neither are you!  Perhaps some of the kids don't understand your activity level, perhaps they all expect you and others to be just like them (now that's freaky!), perhaps your behavior is different from theirs....so what!  If everyone was the same it would be a pretty boring world!!!  I think the most important thing is that you are comfortable with who you are and the ways in which your ADHD may make you different. Once you are comfortable with yourself then no-one can make you feel freaky.  You are you and that makes you special!  Please, find someone at school or talk to your parents about what you are feeling, there is no reason anyone should be making you feel this way!! Chin up and enjoy discovering and being you!!