Going to college seems more of a dream than what would make you successful, or a successful life. I have ADHD and am Bi-Polar. I used to be able to biuld skyscrapers and or something as simple as a roon addition. I took the Ged 15 years after I quit school at 29 and went on to an Assocciate degree. I am 48 now and cannot seem to do the simplest tasks. I too have tried a multitude of pills and the counciling, all to no avail as of yet. BUT, I have raised my seven kids and have a wonderful time with my grandkids. That is what I consider my success. I am quite sure you too have your successes and will have more if you look for them. Best regards, Randy