and was forced, due to the controls on the substance, which I can certainly understand, I was forced to see another psychiatrist, who not only decreased that medication by 66% daily (leaving me agian an ADHD basket case), but also decreased another med which I have been taken for the same length of time due to panic disorder/angoraphobia, and completely removed the third medication, which was given for chronic depression. This has left me in quite a turmoil. For all these years I have been a well-adjusted, highly-functional member of normalized society (I am an engineer with a grad degree, and have made numerous contributions within my field, my church and my community....so it's pretty obvious, as evidenced by my med records that I have NEVER ONCE abused any of my medications...he has copies of those records, documented by two of the most renowned practioners (one a professor at KUMED).
This all began around Dec 15 08, and I find myself falling back into the same manifested sympthoms, depression, anxiety/panic, and total ability to retain my focus long enough to even read a technical journal (quite necessary for a EE/SW engineer, should he not wish to live off welfare).
MY question, why would this Doctor abruptly change a regimine that has produced such profound results and has given back to me a 'quality of normal life'.???? Even we engineers are mostly wise enough to understand the concept that 'if it isn't broken, DO NOT FIX IT'.....I don't understand, but feel myself spiraling down into the black abyss, which I was pulled from so long ago....Is is EGO? Can't be money! Ignorance, or merely poor medical judgement?
I beg of you, please help me....I don't want to return to being a useless veggie, and a ward of the state....any assistant, very appreciated.
Kinest Regards,
Larry




