I am 20 years old.I forget what Im saying or thinking and during college lectures I cant keep my mind on it and I lose track of what Im thinking. I have a good short term memory. I can read the chapter a day before a test once and get a B or A on the test but forget most of it. I do fine in school. I cant do every day responsiblilies very well. I hate doing them period. I was always called stupid by even my best friends and eventually thought I was stupid. I could never talk to other people and was always frustrated to the fact that I couldnt engage with other people. It got worse as I got older and I believe over the years I have formed a inferiority complex, depression and major social anxiety disorder. I have never had a girlfriend because of these things and cant imagine ever having one with these problems which is the core problem that affects my depression. My social anxiety gets worse around women for no reason. I think I may have inattentive ADD.