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I am sorry you have been through an abusive relationship. I also am a survivor of domestic violence and so know, first hand, how difficult it is to recover emotionally from such an experience.
I am not a medical professional and can't give you medical advice. I would, suggest, however, that you speak with your doctor. Explain what you have been feeling and what you are trying to accomplish.
Eileen
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