I was diagnosed a few months ago with ADHD-combined, but I'm certain that's only half my problem. I definitely show all the symptoms for ADHD; i also have a major behavioral problem. People close to me are always telling me to act my age and not my shoe size. I pretty much act like a teenager going through an extremely rebellious phase, but I'm 25 years old and married with a 3 year old daughter. If I don't change my actions or do something to get my mental health under wraps, I'll lose my family.....I don't know how much more my husband can take. I've cheated on him 3 times since we've gotten married in 2004, and I'm always telling him.....you know, those "little white lies". I've also been caught telling huge lies. I know what's right and wrong; I have my morals and values too, but I don't act like it. It's like I'm not in control of my body at all. I never wanted to cheat or lie or hurt anyone......hurting my husband the ways I did was always the last thing on my mind but the first thing I'd do. I've taken metadate, dexedrine and aderall. I'm running out of options, and I don't know what else to do.




