OK, time for help. "I get it" .
Yesterday I had to take care of erronds and was so nervous about being away I cut the day short and came home. I was feeling guilty of asking my Aunt to watch over things as I was getting food, doing some bank stuff etc. I returned home to find the day went good for them. some little things... Read more
Hi fellow poster's, caretakers and friends !!
This morning I feel as if , ah hell, I don't know what I am feeling. If anything.
I think the world has turned on me. You know that little invisable friend some of us had as a child,,, I'm not sure mine left me at this point. He use to tell me things like, "go ahead you won't get... Read more
Hi friends, just me venting some again. I feel guilty when I vent to my friends in person. I think to myself "what did they do to have to listen to me whine.. I know they understand and call me so I can do just that but I still feel terrible after the fact! So I type here....
The title says Sisters for a reason. All I do any... Read more
Just an update on my daily life,
Yesterday my sister took Mom with her to Cosco. My sister is going on vacation next week and needing supplies thought it would be good for Mom to tag along. They left my house around 10am and I started right in on some things that needed to get done. First thing I did was take a LONG hot shower. Holy Crap, I... Read more
Now that I know why things are worse in the night time for Mom I decided to think about how I can make this better for me.(and mom).. to those of you reading this, keep in mind I have been up ALL night and most of everynight since I chose this task of taking care of Mom 24/7.. Sooo , you guessed it, my thoughts are running... Read more