I soon woke up, then, in my bedroom. Though I knew I had been having a bad dream, it took me a long time to recover a sense of safety in my own home. I am surprised I didn't die of heart failure or a stroke, to tell you how awful that experience was for me. I reported to my family that, if that should happen again, I would just have to take my chances with Alzheimer's. I am happy to report, though, that such dreams have not recurred, thank goodness. And, I am happily taking my Aricept and Namenda, with the result that I am not really having any real Alzheimer's moments to mention. I will report more, later.



Hi Sojourner!
Welcome to OurAlzheimer's! Firstly I'd like to say thank you for joining us and sharing your experience. I think you will find that there are many kind, caring people here to connect with.
I think most everyone can relate to the feeling of being utterly terrified by a nightmare, but this one seems to be in a class of its own. Is it your belief that it was caused by medications? Or just happenstance? Either way it is good to hear that it is not re-curring. Please keep us posted, you are a great writer!
Dear Sofia.
First, let me apologize for such a delayed response to your kind post. I have just not been on this site for a while, and just this day, while going through my really-piled-up "new" e-mails, I happened upon the notice of your reply.
Thank you for your compliment on my writing. I do have aspirations of authoring a novel, which would actually be a facsimile of my own life. Somehow, though, the time to really produce such a work is usurped by others in my household, and the rigors of daily life. I'm sure you have probably felt that way too, huh?
Now, do I think my nightmare was caused by the medication? Yes, I really do. I think it "jolted" an area of my brain, so to speak, as that dream was very atypical for me. Since that one, I've had another dream that was similar in its theme, but not so terrifying as the first one. But, I plan to continue with the medication, anyway. I might drift into a constant life of nightmare if left untreated, you know. I would like to delay that as long as possible.