Well I did get out last evening .. went to the Classic Car cruise-in .. was a bit nervous , but once I pulled in and saw all the cars , my nervousness went to pure joy ..
I know I went to also mingle , but I took it slow and did a walk through , stopping by each car and admiring most .. smiling and nodding ..
As suggested I did... Read more
Sounds easy , NOT , especially when the drama comes from family .. last evening while wlking one of my dogs , I was listening to the sounds of the neighborhood , the music and laughter .. the moon was bright and stars were out .. nice ..
Then I heard a funny sound, so I stood and listened and there it was again .. it drew my attention to... Read more
Sometimes the pain of knowledge gets in the way of moving foward .. in knowing yourself , your capabilities and limitations ..
Knowing too much sometimes holds you back from being able to progress in that you think too much about you .. you become aware of all your movements, thoughts and it is a pain in a way like no other ..
I... Read more
Ahh , hope springs eternal .. while I am still having anxiety/panic isuch ssues , and will more than likely these issues will stay with me , I am finally getting it ..
Learning what sets me off .. and how to express it .. being new at recovery , it has been a long journey ...
Now that I am here in California , attempting to get... Read more
Hello - it has been a bit since my last post and boy was I ever in a pickle .. but I have since moved to S. California and am staying with my brother ..
Here I have the warm climate , sunshine and a front yard all to myself .. I have been continuing my therapy sessions over the phone and online and have begun using my anxiety to work for... Read more