Close the chapter ...

Hello - it has been a bit since my last post and boy was I ever in a pickle .. but I have since moved to S. California and am staying with my brother ..

Here I have the warm climate , sunshine and a front yard all to myself .. I have been continuing my therapy sessions over the phone and online and have begun using my anxiety to work for me ..

How ? By gardening .. I have been able to burn off the frustration and anxious panic feelings by planting, trimming , transplanting and arranging the front yard to be my tranquil "park" ..

I have focused this energy on the earth and nature , two of God's gifts .. I love the pain , as I live with it daily anyway so why not have give it a purpose ...

I say I love it because I can see the fruits of my labor .. I can sit and appreciate the life that surrounds me .. and the dogs like it, too ..

My sharing has been mostly on the Chronic Pain site .. as that is the main area of my issues .. as the anxiety and panic lessen , I am learning that I can be productive and do have much to offer ..

So, I will try to keep up posting here , but will tend to write how I am doing on the other site .. thanks to all those who encouraged me through the tough times and please visit if you will ..

agserra