hello my name is Oleta.

 I have been haveing this disorder since 1997. and i cant seem to get a gripe on it. Mine started one afternoon. When my husbend transferd our family to Virgina. When his Navy ship was going on A six month deployment. (i have never left alone before!). 

                        i awoke to haveing symtems as if i could not breath, my heart was hurtting and felt as if i was going to die.everytime i closed my eyes the room would spin and made me diszy. i felt like i had to move around. but at the same time i didnt want to move.

                        I still get one  1 to 3 times a week.

i sometimes feel like i am all alone in the world. and nobody seems to understand me. sometimes when my friends or family tell me it is all in my head. but i dont think they understand.

                        now my husbend is leaveing for iraq next week. he will be gone for the next three years. and i am so afraid! i am going to fall apart. things are hard enought for my kids. i dont want them to see me go through hell again.

                     if some can write to me with there advise. and there story. i would love to hear from you.     oleta_25@yahoo.com    is my email address. please title it anxiety. so i will know what it is about.