I get so anxious everyday that I think I am going crazy where I feel so alone that I feel like I can't communicate with anyone or they wont understand me like a such a disassociation it scares the heck out of me like I"m in this fog and I can't break through and everything looks like I'm cant connect and then it lifts.. I wish someone would tell me they have the same syptom so I wouldn't feel so alone...Like I want to just jump out of my body and I wish I was someone else.


yeah i sure feel like that some days , it makes you feel like ur the only person to have ever felt like that and your convinced your going mad
Thank you annie, I really need someone to share this with.. God bless you I am crying right now, just knowing someone understands..
it helps to know that other people are feeling the same because when you going thru such a bad time it can feel very ,very lonely
Yes it is so scary you just want to be your old self so bad..but we must hang in and face what we dont face and get well. It will come I think all this stress does this to us.
honestly.. i'm only 15 and i've been suffering from this since november. i had been smoking pot for about a year atleast 4 or 5 times a month. then that one day in november i smoked too much see i was stupid, you can't OD on pot but a high dose can cause panic attacks..that day was the worst day of my life. i went to the hospital only for them to tell me that u wasn't going crazy and i didnt suffer from a panic attack, by the grace of God there wasn't anything mixed with it. but since then i had many panic attacks mixed with guilty remorse because of all the things i did to my parents, drugs and alcohol changed my life. i'm closer to god and my parents. and their supporting me to the fullest. i think i'm also going through depression i cry almost every night. and when i dont i have very weird and vivid thoughts of dying. or being somewhere where someone dies. these thoughts cloud my head and stop me from relaxing. so i find things to entertain myself..my computer helps a lot. music sometimes..i'm finished with drugs forever. in school its hard for me to think sometimes. i was real stupid and i'm paying for everything i did. but this will soon be over. and everyone will get better in time. (:
Ok you guys !!! I have been dealing with this off and on since I was 20 and now im 39.. I guess the best advice I can give you is dont give in to it. Dont alter your life for it... the weaker you are the more it attacks.. continue ,driving,shopping public places, bright lights, I know it feels like you cant even control your hands sometimes and your just going to pass out. But in 20 years I havent passed out yet??? trust in your body let go it will take over..Your not going to stop breathing.. Your hearts not going to stop. Its ok :)DOnt be afraid a panic attack is caused by fear if your not affraid it cant attack :) DOnt depend on pill either its just a cover up for the moment..retrain your brain..
Love you all for sharing the same disorder :) LETS FIGHT IT!!!