i can't stop

i suffer from anxiety and panic attacks and i can't stop! the doctors have prescribed me hand fulls of different tablets, fluoxetine valium citalopram clomipramine seroxat and other's with many different wonderful names!! all witch end up doing nothing for me but i still have to suffer the hideous withdrawal symptom.Also i have fallen for the Internet downloads (only £30 you know!) that promise to solve your anxiety with in 30 days, if only it was that easy. Breath deeply and you'll be fine, yea that would be all fine and dandy if my mind wasn't racing faster than concord and i could hardly swallow let alone breath. i mean I'm 22 for mercy's sake! give me a brake! why can't they just stop? even after having 3 kids i can't make it out the door alone, i thought after having 3 kids i would be like wonder woman! but no its just not happening for me, so name me a drug that's not gonna send me to  lala land or have me lying on a floor taking a fit, name me a drug that is for anxiety not depression, name me a drug that was designed for my problem because i am at an end with it i have had enough of trying to live with it every day for the past 6 long years i have had enough for the sake of me my kids and my partner