Today isn't much different then any other day, with the exception that I get frustrated and that turns to anger then Rage!!!!  It is a real problem for me I try not to let things get to me..... but it is hard to just let some things slide by the way side!!!!  I had to go for a cat scan this morning then fast for blood work, then schedule appt. w/ a neurologist due to vertigo.  Since my car wreck  it comes out of no where at times causing me to fall.  And then there is the blending of the family, my b/f and his son..  They are very laid back not much bothers them, where I am a complete opposite.

Day started out good, came home and this is the clincher the boy had the day off and stayed in his room most of day if you don't ask him  to do any chore of any kind he has no initiative or care about anything.  He is twenty yrs. old doesn't have a license so it is up to dad or me to drive him to and from work at times he doesn't write his schedule on the calendar so we have to ask him. 

He just doesn't care and why should he ...He gets to be shouffered around.  When I do finally blow my stack it is a huge fight same old fight just different day..  Any way just needed to vent and calm down.

dewalt