On 8/28/11 upstate NY was hit w/12+" of heavy rain many small communities were devistated homes and business were either washed away or condemed.  I live up high enough that we were safe, a family members home and others were destroyed my anxiety was high but most towns in the area the roads were closed due to road wash out, my only communications was facebook.  Feeling helpless I started a petition for cleaning the river beds and passed them around to different locations for the residents to sign, my anxiety has become worse to the extent of I either have a panic attack or go into a rage because some people would do or say things that suppose in some minds was an over reaction on my part.  I have had to postpone and reschedule med reviews and sessions 2 x's because of the flooding.  I was sent a script for anxiety via mail from Mental health facility that I go to, I am almost out already, I  either burst into tears or go into a rage.  I fear my boy friend is ready to call it quits because of this.  I try very hard to just let things go but my breaking point  and fuse are getting shorter more and more.

I have been in contact w/ my mental health facility and a new counselor who doesn't seem to read my file and the Psychitrist is being a jerk because I used to go and have a 15 min. converstion w/ the NP and the remainder of time was a session, suddenly that isn't how he wants it, as I spoke w/ his supervisor.

don't know how much more I or my BF can take...