Last week I went to the mental health clinic and had it out w/ the psychatrist, and now instead of a once a month session I will be seen every two weeks. I guess I got my point across. And now I feel better my anxiety has lessened greatly so of course one day my brother called to inquire about an on going grudge my sister has with me, I called he and left a message that we should talk. I got no call back so while running errands in town I stopped by and she wanted no part of talking then proceeded to call 911. Soooo the drama began. I called 911 too and gave directions to my home. She made a mtn. out of a mole hill. This is just a part of a life time of drama with my siblings, I have always been the odd duck out and always the one to step up to try to resolve what ever issues until I realized I was always the scape goat for thier problems.
I have distanced my self from most and will do the same with the remainder which including myself is 5 siblings. I can't take the lies, drama and blame when non of them take any responsibility for thier own self created troubles. My brother is an instigater and thrives on causing trouble, I don't know why and I no longer care.
dewalt


Dewalt
So sorry that you are still having problems with your siblings. It sounds as if you are always the one that is "wrong" when you have any type of dealings with them. It may be time to walk away and continue to work on your own life.
How are you doing? Are you still with your boyfriend? Are you still having residual problems from your accident?
Let me know. I always did enjoy and look forward to your posts.
Eileen
Hello Eileen,
Things are slowly getting back to some normalcy, I decided to just stay away from siblings as the relationships are broken or never were. I and my boy friend have had our problems but I realize now that when my anxiety escalates I take everything as a personal attack, while that has occured at times I need to just let some things go it isn't easy but my boy friend and I are committed to make this work, also I have started drinking decafe more as caffene makes me ansy and a trigger.
Thanks for your consern and this site other wise I would really be lost
dewalt
Dewalt
Just checking in to see how you are doing. I hope all is well with you right now. Please let me know.
Eileen