Monday, December 26, 2011
I have went from one bad relationship to another, have fought to live or more like survive... residule effects from a car wreck that have left me in physical pain. The emotional pain from past is almost more then I can bear, the holidays were what they were and I briefly felt happy. but According to my BF if I don't have a 24/7 smile on my face and allow my self to be treated as the maid, waitress basically any thing i say is wrong i hate my life and with limited $ and it goes on and on. Just tired of fighting to survive
dewalt
Hi there
Wanted to say...I like your icon of the kitty. I happen to love cats so the image perked me up.
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. No...you don't have to paste a smile on your face 24/7....you can't. You wouldn't be human if you did. You would be a robot instead.
Life does seem unbearable at times...I hear you. Sometimes I think, "I can't stand another minute." But then the minute passes and here I am.
You are a true survivor and you are going to keep surviving. I want you to.
Sorry I did not see this until now. I do hope you are feeling a bit better by now. Please let us know how you are doing.
We are here for you...in this rather limited capacity. But know our thoughts are with you. Hope you feel better.
Hi,
Almost didn't recognize you with your new hair color, very nice I like it. Thanks for the compliment on my kitty icon. He was my buddy, unfortunatly I lost him in October and miss him very much :( Hope things are better on your end... Right now my BF has been put back on a low dose of anti sezure med. He has had tunnel vision and feeling out of sorts. His dr. is on vacation so the covering dr. put him back on his meds. He called them today, but because hte dr. didn't return his call he will just ignore it. He is worried that his driver license will be taken from him, although he has not had a sezure. He just acts non chalant or doesn't want to face the facts.
His son is supposedly joining the military in Feb. but like his dad will wait til the last minute. He has lived here full time in the 2 yrs. I have been here and in that time he has to be told to do his chores...etc.. I'm caught between a rock and a hard place. I am waiting to find out if my disability is won or denied again. If I get it I am just going to do my thing which may or maynot include the BF. I love him but I am stretched to the limit. I would like to leave the area not for sure if moving near his daughter is right for me... Time will tell.
Wishing you the best and keep in touch.
dewalt