I AM PISSED!

I just felt like sharing with everyone my frustration. Saturday I had box seats to the Yankee game at the new stadium and i prayed on the way there not to have a panic attack, did it work? NO. Even though i was excited to be going with my family and had great seats I got there and all i felt was panic. The crowd of people, the different smells of food, the noises, just everything started to freak me out.  I hate that I can even enjoy a baseball game without having to feel like im dying.  I took a klonopin, but it didnt even help.  Good thing they were losing so bad, so we left early. I hate that I cant enjoy activities that used to be enjoyable to me. I hope it's not forever. I really like yankee games!