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Suffolk
Monday, November 17 2008
Morning all !
Feeling better this morning altough...
I hva pass the week-end meditating and praying (I needed it) it was a introspection of my reality so the fact of the matter is that I am aging wich I have major issues accepting that, I am now 52 and worked construction for the better part of my life, but since my heart attack I cant do what i... Read more
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Suffolk
Saturday, November 15 2008
Not so good today
First its raining, so I woke up to this grey day and its cold, my blood sugar is high and I'm wondering if Diabetes as anything to do with anxiety, wich is up I just cant get my mind around it, I'm irritable, lonely and depressed all at the same time.
I'm trying to take things in stride just to find out that I'm... Read more
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Suffolk
Monday, November 10 2008
Well I tought to bring something to light about our friend Freud...on april 24, 1884 Sigmund ordered kis first gram of cocaine from the local apothecary.
It was not to be is last. He read about coke, it was supposed to be great for fatigue. So great the german army use it to stave off exhaustion and he tought it might help a few of is patient... Read more
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Suffolk
Thursday, November 06 2008
It's a very sunny day
But I feel like a wreck, the anxiety level is way up and I cant stand myself today ( damn benzo's) withdrawl is hell, But I got more reason to stay the course than not, so...I'm in it
It would be so easy for me to go back to the dose I was taking, I think I might ask my pharmacist to manage them, I dont know if I can trust... Read more