Misunderstood.

Hi my name is Kaylee Gray,

Im 13 years old and im living with anxiety and have been since August 8th of 2008 so it has been over a year.

just recently i had an anxiety ataack at my house.

The people i live with dont really understand my condition and say i use it as an exuse too get out of trouble. This brings tears too my eyes everytime i think about it, i also suffer from depression and have been to a suicide home for it. i did and still do cut myself, its my only outlet. and yesterday i got told they should just stop caring about me because they dont know what too doo with me. they tell me im only doing this stuff too get attention, they are acting like i want too have this disorder and want too be in depression. i got yelled at because my dad decided he wanted too go to his girlfriends house for the weekend and drag me along, so that weekend someone else had too do dishes, (and i dont even eat there because they complain on how there is no food), so i got yelled at because i wasnt here too clean up after everyone. i spend most my time in my room to stay out of trouble but somehow i do something wrong. i got yelled at for telling my mom that they had been talking really meanly about her, which they had, and she yelled at my dad for it and what do you know i got chewed out for "talking about private matter with someone it doesnt concern". because i had talks with someone in that house that tlod me i could tell her anything, so i did, but then she turned right around and told my dad, the one thing i didnt want him too hear MY personal feelings. and i got yelled at for discussing our private talks. Thanx for reading.