i am relieved

well i had to spend the night in a pshyciatric hospital on tuesday night it was the worse place ever..anyway i had to stay there because i was having suicidal thoughts not that i was actually gonna do anything, but i actually talked with a pshyciatrist and found out that i am bipolar have panic disorder and agoraphobia....and the celexa was actually putting me into my mania phases...so it was actually not helping rather than helping...so i am now relieved!!! and i was told to wean off my medicine...and put on ativan 1mg t take as need for my anxiety...i feel beter now that i actually know whats wrong with me