I have been diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder with mixed episodes. I have always been afraid to go outdoors, mainly I think because I'll see someone I have to talk to.
I stay in my house almost all the time. I stay away from the door because I'm afraid someone will come to the door and I'll have to answer it. I only get out to go to my psychiatrist and to my therapist, or to take one of my boys somewhere. Occasionally I go to the grocery store, but I hate it. I'm in a fog the whole time I'm there and I just want out so I usually end up coming home with a lot of things missing from my list. My boys usually always get the mail for me as most days that is very hard for me. We have stopped going to
church (for about 3 yrs.) I do okay when I'm with my mom or someone out shopping, but definitly not alone. Anyway do you think I am agorophobic? My current meds are 900mg Lithium, 150mg Lamictal, 60mg Cymbalta, 1mg Ativan, Levothyroxine and Cytomel.




