I have several friends who work as such presently as well as in the past. The change in these people are phenominal and they cannot tell a soul. In the early 1980's we had a friend who worked as a cia agent that called us in the middle of the night hysterical. All he would/could say is what our governments are doing secretly is beyond anybody's imagination and worse than any movie or book you ever create in ypour mind and then multiply that by ten thousand and the horror of what we are up against might come close in a fictional setting only this is real life. We asked him where he was calling from and he could not say. We were cut off. We never heard from him or his family again.
These friends of mine change overnight. It is like a Vietnam Vet multiplied by a million in looks and personality and terror and trauma. They cannot get professional help because what they "know" is government classified and they and their families will be killed and tortured if any of the secrets get out. I have enough of these agent friends to know that the term "Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome" sounds like a walk thru a meadow of wildflowers compared to their real lives, what they know and the information they find out which might at a ny given second be the real end of the world just because the other "informant" doesn't know the same secret classified information.
These are my friends. I myself have Post Traumatic Stress from 30 years of this and there is nothing POST about it. Theese friends of mine dont tell me anything but they know how to communicate very well without saying a word. They will have to go to their grave with this terror and have since @WW1.
We Ozzie and Harriates live our perfect little white picket fence lives and there is some TRAUMATIC HORROR going on underground by very very very intelligent and powerful and RICH people.
When I get my next call from my next agent friend, how do I help him/her?
Prayer isn't working. This crap is soooooo secret I dont even think God knows it was/is going on. And I may just be a high school dummy secretary but if I had to guess I'd say it has to do with everything TECHNOLOGY AND COMMUNICATIONS. Oh, and don't forget to multiply THAT by how many countries and languages are in the world AND all their secret codes.
Have a nice day and dont forget to smile and floss,
Me


