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I am sorry you have been having such a hard time with relationships. It would be impossible for me to say why this is happening. Possibly you are dealing with past relationship issues that are unresolved. Therapy may help you to sort out your feelings to find out why you are unable to maintain a relationship.
Eileen
I find myself doing that same thing when I fear being controlled. If someone starts telling me what to do and how to do it, even small things, I have this instant desire to get far away from them any way I can. Even if it means breaking up a friendship or relationship. Maybe it is because my parents were so over-controlling as was my husband. I just can't stand it now. But, as you said, sometimes I feel remorse and want to go back and patch things up and that's not always possible.
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