I have had about 5 jobs in the past that I have to quit because I have gotten severe anxiety attacks on the job. Recently, I took a very stressful job that caused me to have several anxiety attacks, I did not sleep for 3 days and lost 8 lbs in two weeks. I just couldnt go back and I quit on the spot. I shut myself out from the world and I would just cry and cry. I feel bad for doing that, but I feel I had no other choice. I dont know why but when I take a job that is stressful in the beginning, I tend to shut down and I feel I have no other choice but to quit. Now, I am feeling very depressed and I am not myself anymore..What is wrong with me? I went to a behavioral center but because I didn't have the money for the deductible ($2500), they have not called me back to get help. What can I do to get help...I don't mind working I guess I just can't handle high stress.





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Thank you so much for responding. Well I can tell you that the jobs where this has occured has been jobs where I am in an office alone and I solely am responsible for doing the job with no help, no one that I can easily turn to when I have questions. For example, the last job I quit--I was with the company for 2 years and was promoted. My job was to visit 50 Dr's offices a week and take care of any payment problems they had with us (the insurer). I don't have a medical or clinical background and it was very hard to understand how we were not paying correctly, or if they were coding the claims correctly. It was like a foreign language to me. Then I had to log all my visits and problems in several databases...The girl training me sat with me for 5 days total in a conf. room with her baby and baby sitter with us to train. It was horrible--it was too distracting. She was breast feeding so that was the only way she would train me. The last day of training, I was given an issue log which was all the problems she did not resolve and I was in charge of resolving them. Plus on my third week, I was supposed to take the lead in conference calls and I had no idea what to say. The calls were with Nurses, Dr's and contractors. Then on my fourth week, I was to fly out of town to give a presentation...and I had no idea what to present. It was just too overwhelming for me. It had me worried like crazy.