I have sruggled with borderline personality disorder and extreme anxiety since a

very early age. I was on medication for many years until about 5 years ago when I

 decided to stop the meds and continue with psychotherapy. I had been

"successful"( married,beautiful baby,good job)but life still seemed somewhat

harde and more painful than it should,including the fact that besides having to

deal with the bpd and panic attacks,my husband is an emotional abuser. A few

days ago,I was in Kmart,an all of a sudden got the oddest sensation that nothing

was real.NOTHING.The articles weren't real, the noises weren't really there,the

people weren't real,my daughter was fake! It was completely debilitating.I

couldn't shake it off,it got progressively worse.To the point that I "convinced"

myself that other people weren't real,that they were zombie,lifeless,they would

respond to me but there wasn't any life inside.A COMPLETELY CRIPPLING

THOUGHT.I began to feel the same way about objects, not being able to trust if

that tree was really there,even when I reached up to touch it,i wasn't

convinced.This was all accompanied by horrible panic attacks.That night I thought I

was going insane.I cried myself to sleep.Although i am better than that day,(3

days ago)it still feels like there's a veil that I can't quite lift no matter how hard i

try.Although i'm no longer hysterical,i don't feel like myself at all.The best way i

can describe it is that i was dreaming and im sloooowly waking up.  Or like when

your hand goes numb and you slowly start feeling it again.Please help.What can I

do to feel better? Is there anything wrong with me?