Hello, I am a 28 year old woman. I really don't know what is wrong with me. Since childhood I have experienced some real hard and difficult times. I was molested by my brothers, I went in and out of abusive relationships after 18yrs old, I do not have any contact with my family, I gave my daughter to her father because I felt she was to much to handle, and I have recently had an ovarian cancer scare, which resulted in surgeries. I can't get to sleep at night because my mind races with questions and millions of things, then I don't want to get out of bed in the morning. I have no energy throughout the day and I constantly worry about what horrible thing is going to happen to me next. I have a HORRIBLE jealousy issue. I constantly think my husband is cheating on me no matter what he does to reassure me. I can't take this way of life anymore and I want to fix it. If you can help me, Please, please do.
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You don't mention whether you are currently under the care of a doctor. If not, that would be the first place to start. It sounds as if you have gone through a great deal in your life and don't have the support of family. You might benefit from seeing a doctor and asking about information on anxiety and treatments available. You might also benefit from therapy to help you cope with outstanding issues from your childhood.
For more information:
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Overview
10 Reasons to Consider Cognitive Behavioral Therapy
How Can a Medical Professional Help?
When to Seek Treatment for Psychological and Emotional Distress - Part I
When to Seek Treatment for Psychological and Emotional Distress - Part II
When to Seek Treatment for Psychological and Emotional Distress - Part III
I hope this helps