Hello J. Power,
It makes sense to me that people like yourself get depressed and anxious after having cancer, because cancer is a traumatic event! It doesn't mean that you are not happy about surviving, I think it means that you now have the time and energy to feel the full impact of this incredibly stressful exerperience. While you had cancer you had to fight it, now you've got the "time" to have the anxiety and depression because of it.
If you are not satisfied with the results of the medication you are taking, my recommendation is to see a Psychiatrist, because in general they are more up-to-date on these types of medications.
I would also strongly urge you to seek out other types of intervention. Acupunture and massage have been shown to be effective for easing depression after cancer. Abdominal breathing and Progressive Muscle Relaxation (PMR) are incredibly powerful tools for easing anxiety. My colleague, Dr. Diana Walcutt has a great 20 minute visualization on our CD, Stress Less, that cancer survivors (among others) have told us is very helpful. Also, consider, Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy to help you with the anxiety and depression and to process the ordeal that you've been through.
I wish you the best, and please write back to us and share which route(s) you take and how they have worked for you.
Regards,
Dr. Jennifer Fee
www.thestressmasters.com
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