Hi,
I have been living with OCD since I was 7 years old, and at that time my parents didn't want to medicate me. However I started receiving medical treatment when I was 17. I was started on Lexapro 5mg, and gradually increased to 20mg. Within the past 2 months I have been bumped yet again to 30mg. About 4 months ago my doctor tried augmenting my Lexapro with Wellbutrin to counteract some feelings of lethargy and boost my motivation which had been going downhill since July of 2008. We abandoned that when I got extremely jittery and more anxious. For the first few months on Lexapro I felt the best I had in YEARS. Literally I felt like a whole new me. Combined with therapy I was on my way to becoming a new person. Now I am 18 years old and at college. I'm having a lot of trouble getting motivated on projects, homework, studying, ect. I'm also finding that I don't care if I miss a class or do poorly on a big project or exam. This is totally unlike me, as all through high school I worried and worried (which I found actually improved my grades) about things of this nature. I also get frustrated with myself because I'm not as social as I want to be. I've heard about SSRI lethargy, ill motivation, and frankly just not caring. On days I don't have classes I don't really even get out of bed until 2ish. This really bothers me but I don't have the motivation to get out of bed. Many would say that I'm just a normal college student, not wanting to do work and sleeping late. However I know different. I've always suffered from severe OCD which is anxiety and as an end result gives me depression. What I'm wondering is: should I lower my Lexapro dose and hope for a good result or can I try a non-SSRI anti-depressant like Cymbalta coupled with something for anxiety like Klonopin? I'm just really anxious (no pun intended) to get better, I NEED to do well in college and I get depressed about my poor efforts. It's one big viscous cycle. Somebody please help me.
-Bren




