Top of the morning to you Chevy 1977 (Great Model)   You make it quite clear by saying that you always had a anger problem wich is a major stress factor in itself, so if you had to that any other stress factor that you might be dealing with it can become very overwhelming...as you shurely know.   So what now right ? 1) have you ever consider seing a therapist 2) why not make a appointment with your physician and see what he or she can offer 3) Support groups for men with anger problems there you will find that your not alone feeling like this and its a great place to get some good insight...they do help   Fair Winds & Rolling Waters Suffolk for suffering folks