Anxiety Level at highest level. I got a new Psychiatrist and met w/her the other day, I have had one for 2.5 yrs and a counselor for 4yrs. This new one, said NO more valiums for the anxiety, I said what!!!- I said I have been on Kolonopin, Lorazapam and now Valium for 15 yers. I thought OMG, how do u stop something that has taken away/helped your panic attacks and anxiety for years, now what, she said " drink benadril", and She said, the mix of drugs that I am on , can not be done, I called my pharmacist and he said there is nothing in the FDA regarding this combination.
Anyways, stress building, I have MEN1 syndrome I found this out when I turned 40 that I have a genetic disorder and no one in my family knew we did. I worked all my life and now they say, you can't work anymore, (5yrs ago they said that), I was devastated
so to speak, I went into a Major Depression, really bad, I was no longer the person I once was. And that scared me and made me mad, hurt, sad, and scared and more... the MEN 1 Syndrome, produces tumors and effects the Pancreas, Pituitary and Parathyroids I had surgery 4 yrs ago 2 remove all parathyroids, and again on the pancreas because MEN1, gives u tumors. I had the tail of the pancreas removed due to a growing tumor. so, I really am trying to make this as short as possible.
I have been doing pretty good, and then 4 months ago, I noticed me getting sick again and thought OMG< not now, and I just got blood test back, another tumor, chromogranin A 475, then jumped w/in 30 days 2 1785, if u know what that means, i have another tumor, but they can't find it, and now, my Anemia is worse than ever, I have become vita-B12 Deficient, Vt d deficient, bone marrow producing huge red blood cells at an extreme fast rate. I have major chronic pain, due to injuries and disc/nerve degeneration/disease. I have MCD/GAD, and she took away my Valiums, OMG, i am so stressed out, and now I noticed some sores on my legs, never b4. The pain is so bad, every day/everynight back to leg and knee left side. If anyone out there knows what this sounds like (some 1 mentioned a lymphoid problem??? I hope some 1 can give me some advice or tell me what they think is wrong w/me?
Thanks 4 your patience reading this
Fantasia101




