I have been feeling lost. At moments I am happy, then I cry then I have these fits that are uncontrollable rage and anger that make me feel like i am going to die. My relationship has fallen along with my life. I am tired of my boyfriend makin me out to be crazy and himself a saint. He is a narcasist from what I have been told. If I do sleep I have nightmares that are so intense I wake up soaking wet with sweat and they feel so real and most of them I am being killed by torture. I am killing myself not physically but mentally I need someone before I am lost in my head forever. what did i do so bad to deserve this life please someone help me. My whole life has been filled with demons who hate me and who have always hurt me. I dont understand why now I have just feel apart and can no longer just block out the demons in my life. PLEASE HEAR ME




