, honestly I'm, don't know why? I ask myself if I'm a freak, all of my friends are with someone, married or with kids and I'm still the same, I don't know what to do, I've lost hope of founding someone, virgin in the whole meaning never been kissed and other things, everytime I meet someone they tell me the same thing it's better to be friends only that honestly makes me angry, my life hasn't been normal, I was born with some conditions but not that horrible just a heart condition and that my skin is elastic, what you recommend me to do?, everything goes good when I'm seen someone until they know about my condition, I think they feel sorry for me. My best friend he's like my brother tells me not to worry to be pacient, but I can't, every time I go to the movies or to go out, dinner or something I'm always alone and I feel like shit, I've been since those things happend inside my house, just going out of there to study nothing more. I'm so romantic, full of passion but no one to share it with. thanks for your time.