I do agree it sounds like you have a problem.  Just exactly why is the question, isn't it?  Along with what to do about it.  Do you have the resources to see a therapist?  Certainly any job in the present market might be considered an acceptable job.  Most work is good, honest work, even cleaning toilets which I did for a while, and sacking groceries, which I also did for a while.  Not fun, but paid the bills.  If your anxiety is interfering with your life and your ability to function normally, then it is certainly time to get help.  Have you ever been put on any anti-anxiety medication?  I take one and it certainly helps me when taken on an as-needed basis.  My brother takes Buspar and I take Klonopin and both of us need it to function well.  The Klonopin, especially, helps me get to sleep at night instead of letting thoughts go round and round in my head.