Bad week

I guess that I have had my head in the sand. My Aunt came over last night and I realized that I have been staying home alot, and the thought of leaving the house does not sit right with me.

I told my aunt about this site and I told her that alot of people seem to  be in and out the hospital alot. I told her that I am doing better than I thought, I have only been hospitalize once (should have been a total of 3 but...).

But the more I thought about it last night watching my husband play golf on his Wii, I am in a low and my anxiety is worse than I thought. I dont know what I am going to do when my husband leaves for work (he work in different cities all over the US). The only reason I leave the house now is because of him.

I think that I may need another medicine for my anxiety disorder, right now I am taking adtivan ONLY when I need it. Prozac is supposed to help with anxiety disorder but it is not, or maybe it is the agoraphobia...Crap I dont know. I am confuse on what could possibly be my issue...Well talk to you all later. CR