hey i havent posted for awhile...been busy with lots of plays and  final exams and stuff...my adult friend has been awsome lattely!! she has been nice and kind to me for almost 4 months! she told me the other day that she had started a new medication that she says is making her feel much better. she also had 20 kidney stones removed that the doctors didnt catch for atleast 4 years... she is feeling much better and is being much nicer. she is trying her hardest now to make up for all the awful things she has done to me. she talks to me... and says she is sorry again and again... and tells me she loves me...she treats me like her daughter which i really like.  though i know things might not stay this way i am enojoying the time that it is like this. and relizing that all my upset and hurt and the lying i did so she could keep her job was all worth it. i think... well it is paying off thats what i mean.