Thursday, September 23, 2010
This is the fourth in my series on meds compliance. My last two posts looked at "The Problem Patient" and "The Problem Psychiatrist," respectively. Of course, if our meds worked the way the drug industry would have us believe, we would not be talking about problem patients or problem psychiatrists.To...
no,no, i have mastered i believe depression. i have had lows where only a knife would suffice for how i felt. i just wanted to get out of my damn body and be all right! so, depression. i know that times of depression we circle, wallow, what have you in our mind justifications of why we are feeling the way we do. oh i feel like shit because.....welp, no. when i finally got a medicine that lifted my heavy mind it was then my choice to stay in my lingering negative past or what ever negative thinking i wanted to swim in or allow the medicine to do it's magic because i did noticibly feel better, less achy, headachy, lighter in my mind and it was then up to me to stay balanced and i mean positive not over the top just not dwell. it works.
i feel today, like you did writing this. the knife, the circle, i still haven't found the right med combo yet.it's all endless. what do we do