I notice the VD holiday commercials, and references to it everywhere, and yes, they add to my sense of loneliness. I'm also two weeks out from spinal fusion surgery and my life is very isolated due to the time required for recovery. I have a family. I live with two members, another is close by, and another is a manageable distance away. I am so lonely. Even though I need help, I am left alone for long periods of time. Like, a work days length of time, even though those who are close work different shifts. I know I'm different since diagnosis, but I think they're afraid and they don't know how to act around me. I'm not trusted, so it's easier for them to stay away. So, I'm lonely and depressed. And the hype around VD adds to it, even though it's a stupid commercial holiday. I still have my therapist, my shrink, and some friends I'm in touch with by phone. My dogs. So, that's my life, and I can't imagine it ever being different than this.