“I could feel the sunlight through my clothes, dilating my pores and flushing my pasty, winter-white skin. I could feel the little hairs along my arms and the back of my neck start to ripple with pleasure like wind-stroked wheat and -
“Oh my God ... the little hairs.”<...
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Terri's Book
HeyJude
Saturday, June 14, 2008 at 09:21 AMre: Terri's Book
John McManamy
Saturday, June 14, 2008 at 06:25 PMHey, Judy. By all means read that "other book" first. Wink-wink, nod-nod. :) But also - when your time and budget allows - read both. It's as if Sarah Durand deliberately selected two manuscripts that are perfect fits for each other. I know she didn't plan it that way, but things like this happen with enlightened editors.
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The Book , Your Post
1whocares
Saturday, June 14, 2008 at 08:41 PMYour post was a nice read as I am sure the book will be.
The line : ( your line , I believe )
The perfect mental storm is about to make landfall and there is going to be all hell to pay.
Was a very interesting analogy of that little window of time when the
" experienced traveler " knows what is around the next bend.
I had such an experience about 5 years ago.
Made the doctors appt. .... saw it coming ... felt it ... knew it.
The doc " just didn't see it " . And my part in it was leaving the office
without an Rx for a mood stabilzer. There's more leading up to and following that moment but I too " felt the little hairs " so to speak.
I hope all who read this know that familiar signal and take quick measures to
address the oncoming episode before it gathers up too much steam ....
and becomes a runaway train.
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John McManamy
Monday, June 16, 2008 at 10:13 AMMany thanks, 1whocares. Most definitely agree. Our entire lives ride on our ability to pick up episodes when we can do something about it. Hence, you will hear me talk about mindfulness till I'm blue in the face. You can check out my several articles on mindfulness by going to "Manage" in the navigation bar above and scrolling down to "Recoverty/Wellness."
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being zippy
m
Sunday, June 15, 2008 at 03:35 PMWell written, as always. You paint a meaningful picture with your words.
It's a shame that the feeling good part of our dis-ease, can mean we're about to get into a lot of trouble. Perhaps I should be glad I only get tiny bits and pieces of hypo-mania
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feeling zippy
m
Sunday, June 15, 2008 at 03:38 PMWell written, as always. You paint a meaningful picture with your words.
It's a shame that feeling good can mean we're about to get in trouble. I suppose I should be thankful that I only get bits and piece of the hypo-mania
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"Manic" A Memoir
j.d.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 at 11:23 AMI am reading this book now..it makes me feel odd. I want to finish it but I keep putting it down for later. I feel sad for all of the people that suffer from this disorder/illness/imbalance. Whatever! I have felt this but not to these extremes. I have only had one big, mania and lots of anxiety and depression. Soooo my hat is off to Terri, the author of this book. She will lead people to a better understanding of the Hell on Earth experience by her vivid descriptions and her "fragmented" writing style. That is pure genius!!! Written as her mind percieves it. We all know there isn't anything more scattered than a manic mind.
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I have just read your book!
Michele
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 at 07:44 AMHi John, I have just read your book and it was a fantastic read. I am very isolated here in the UK, I have a few very close friends I trust and who have the patience and love to understand bipolar. I am in a dreadful low and hardly leave the house, I have been like this for 6 months. When I am high, I spend money I do not have, and throw all caution to the wind. Your book demonstrates triggers, and when I am high, I know what will come next, and dread it. MIND here in the UK holds a Bipolar meeting group, but only the first Sat of each new month, so it isn't enough for me. Also, I have to fight with the mental health people here who cannot understand my highds and lows, sometimes I am feeling good, empowered, and the next flat, lifeless, tearfull. They are not emphatic, and I am getting no where with them. Thank god for this site
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John McManamy
Thursday, June 26, 2008 at 01:05 PMHey, Michelle. So very glad you got a lot out of my book. Doctors are notorious for not picking up bipolar, and I imagine the UK health system poses its own special set of problems, particularly where GPs take on a lot of the load that psychiatrists do here in the US. This makes asserting yourself all the more essential, not always easy when you're depressed. Please do connect with others, such as in support groups. They will help you negotiate your way through the system, plus provide invaluable aid and comfort. At least one or two of the individuals who regularly reply to my posts here are from the UK. I'm sure they would be glad to help. You can eith go to the "Ask a Question" feature at this site, or contact them directly by leaving them a post or putting a message in their Inbox.
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It takes a lot of guts, determination and self-discipline for a bipolar to write a book about their illness and experiences. Terri's book sounds like a winner. I have another book to read first.
Judy
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