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When God Seems to Turn His Back on Us ...

In my most recent Question of the Week, I asked:Andrew Solomon in his book, "The Noonday Demon," observes that depressions are like snowflakes, no two are alike. Everyone of us has a different experience of depression, a different story. Question:If you had to describe your depression in 15 seconds t...
Anonymous
tabby
11/13/09 9:39pm

Cry

Anonymous
M
11/14/09 2:25pm

I know for sure, that the Power of God's Word in my life, and by His Grace I've kept functioning.

I'm weary all the time, have to fight going back to bed...you all know what I mean.

John remembers the time change and dark days of living on the East coast during the Winter months. I've been using my light box, but it's been grey and raining for several days now. arghhhh

 

I know the Lord is with me and that He will provide. It's just such a struggle every day.

11/14/09 8:52pm

Like this tension with the Tab meister is starting to get awkward, just thought I'd throw that out there...I'm thinkin everyone's opinion should be equally valued here (yea mine too, lol), and we are all deep feeling individuals as bipolar sufferers.  Minimal awkwardness might be a good idea...just a thought. Laughing

11/15/09 12:01pm

Hey, Kad. Everyone's opinion is equally valued here. Tabby's insights have been extremely informative to me, and so have yours. No one is making personal attacks on others.

11/17/09 6:44am

I think each and everyone of could go on to describe our own hell and there would be commonalities and of course there would also be our own unique experiences.

The title when god turns his back on us rand true for me years ago. That was my line of logic in that he had to have done this to allow the torture to continue. I had this growing hatred toward him for doing this. But as time went on, I found that he had not turned his back on me but just the opposite in that I had walked away from receiving any help from him.

I am far from a bible pumper, I don't go to church and I don't believe you need a medium like the pastor, cleric or pope to communicate with god. I say my prayers at night for everyone and each morning I wake up I say a special prayer to him for allowing me another day to spend with family and friends.

The biggest thing is that you need something or someone stronger than you that can handle the problems you may have going on in your life. I can remember spending so much time in bed unable to sleep because of the constant worrying about everything. Now I give it all up to him at night...get a good night sleep and know things I am better able to handle what comes at me.

I am not looking for god to handle everything, just the opposite a little helping hand from time to time. So many look to god to handle everything wrong in their lives while they sit there and either avoid or spend time running in the opposite direction.

If you are unhappy with the way things are in your life...change it. In regards to our illness, do whatever you have to to keep yourself well and tape into the gifts that come with it.

Anonymous
burnsrunner
12/ 2/09 5:14pm

Not everyone feels that being bipolar is a hardship. In fact, many view it as a blessing.

 

Have you read Richard Jarzynka's book "Blessed With Biplar" yet? He has bipolar, and firmly believes that God is not screwing with you. He will use bipolar for your absolute best. When we are weak, Christ's strength is made perfect in us and His grace is sufficient.

 

That makes total sense to me. God is loving and just. We are not asked to understand everything, but to use what we have to be the best person we can be.

 

 

4/13/10 7:47pm

You know, as a long-time psych nurse having seen the damage of "labels"--and knowing their limitations (if one is told one is "incurable" or totally at the mercy of one's brain amines--we believe it, after all the "experts" say it is so!) in the forming of our identities... I have taken the wise words of just one such "expert", Hyla Cass, M.D. at her word--because she, indeed, has the "key" to what is needed... "the human brain is capable of multiple transformations like a butterfly coming out of a crysalis.  It does not have to be subject to past-life experiences, brain amines, nor genetics."  She has taken ALL her patients off psychotropic meds and replaced them with the right kind of nutrition (out of the available and most up-to-date research--an extremely complex and interesting business)... because psychiatric meds, indeed, do deplete the brain of the very neurotransmitters we need to be well.  If one DOES need to take them--these nutritional needs must be supplied daily... either through supplementation, or better yet a highly-organized and proper diet (one has to gain a knowledge of nutrition and foods).  I am convinced of her work by seeing what it has done to my life--including weaning off twenty different prescription meds... and now, seven months off all of them being a fully-competent and much less disabled human being (I fractured my neck, back, and both knees in a MVA--leaving me with permanent disability from normal jobs).  Sixteen of my twenty official former dx were due to side effects, deleterious effects, and interactions of those meds along with my simply getting older and more and more well through the help of self-discipline, the advancement in the spiritual journey, and wise counsel of spiritual mentors/confessors/spiritual directors, as well as an active life in the Church with frequent reception of the Sacraments.  So many do not have these kinds of resources--so I feel very blessed and grateful... but they ARE all available if sought.  Peace be with you!

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