I want to kill myself today. I have had it...I don't seem to be improving. I just can't live like this anymore. This isn't living. This is just suffering. I am always so full of rage and then depressed...I'm just so tired. I just want to rest...close my eyes and drift away
I am angry. It seems to me that phsychiatrists are only in it for the almighty dollar. Here I am....2 weeks into my medication(Lamictil) and my insurance runs out. The doctor I was seeing doesn't take the insurance I have now. I ask for a presciption just to hold me over until I find another Dr.....what does he tell me to do? He says to stop... Read more
Okay so I am totally hypomanic right now. I am exhausted but too awake to sleep. Makes no sense I know but there it is. So I have found like 3 of my friends that I have lost touch with over the years...was going to call them but it's 11:15 at night!!! I really should try to sleep because my children are going to be up... Read more
Here's the scenario.....my mother in-law calls and lately when we talk she kind of rushes me off the phone. So, I told my husband that I felt like she doesn't like to talk to me anymore. (I KNOW that I am probably being oversensitive as usual) My husband's response....."Those meds are obviously not working huh?" Okay is it... Read more